POEM : "My Untitled Thoughts"

LETTING GO

How do you let go of the past when it's made up of so much of what you thought the future would hold?

How do you go back to the way things were, when you know that you'll never be the same?

How do you begin to look forward to the future when the hurts hold you back?

How do you learn to trust again when you know that it just may be possible that there is no healing the wounds inflicted on you, by lies from somebody you thought you could trust?

How do you stop loving somebody who for a short while, showed you what it was like to be happy, and knowing that you'll never feel that again?

How do you stop the tears fom falling when every thought is a remembrance of what turned out to be illusion and fantasy lined with empty lies?

How do you go on after having trusted someone so much..... only to feel the cruelty of his ways after he promised to never hurt you?

How do you begin to understand what he has done to you..... and accept his reasons why?

How do you explain what has changed?

How do you answer the one question that hurts the most to ask....... what did I do to deserve this?

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